Kamikaze Girls

When you realize none of these worlds are for you.

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 21:29:11 -0400

When you realize none of these worlds are for you.

I should really stop playing around with people because when...

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 00:29:23 -0400

I should really stop playing around with people because when someone actually likes you but you’re just dicking around it actually fucks a person up okay omg I hate myself right now always obsessing fuck fuck why are you in fucking London why didn’t I fucking stay with you when you asked me to & why do I keep fucking this shit up because guess what we are fucking perfect together like fuck you atlantic ocean just fuck you. Time moves too slowly for me.

Anti-Love Poem by Grace Paley Sometimes you don’t want to...

Thu, 24 May 2012 16:02:42 -0400

Anti-Love Poem by Grace Paley

Sometimes you don’t want to love the person you love

you turn your face away from that face

whose eyes lips might make you give up anger

forget insult steal sadness of not wanting

to love turn away then turn away at breakfast

in the evening don’t lift your eyes from the paper

to see that face in all its seriousness a

sweetness of concentration he holds his book

in his hand the hard-knuckled winter wood-

scarred fingers turn away that’s all you can

do old as you are to save yourself from love

I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in...

Thu, 24 May 2012 07:53:00 -0400

I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet.

Sometimes I wonder if I will ever actually mean it when I kiss...

Thu, 24 May 2012 00:22:06 -0400

Sometimes I wonder if I will ever actually mean it when I kiss someone.

Skirts, High-heeled shoes, Diverse prostheses of the lace-up...

Sat, 05 May 2012 18:30:57 -0400

Skirts, High-heeled shoes, Diverse prostheses of the lace-up family, Diverse loads, The smile.

星になりたい、星になれた。

Sun, 15 Apr 2012 08:02:51 -0400

星になりたい、星になれた。

So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor.

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 16:04:38 -0400

So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor.

釋放。

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 07:00:58 -0400

釋放。

It’s the waiting. That slightly off-center feeling when...

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 03:58:32 -0400

It’s the waiting. That slightly off-center feeling when you’re just waiting for your lens to shift into focus. Within that lapse it’s almost as if nothing is real, just a blur waiting & waiting to come into shape. I’m always waiting. Waiting so much my body doesn’t know what it means to start anymore.

No one ever says sorry to me. Maybe I’m just not worth the...

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 16:01:56 -0400

No one ever says sorry to me. Maybe I’m just not worth the word.

You love people more in their absence because people exist...

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 14:55:04 -0400

You love people more in their absence because people exist better as concepts than themselves. You love the idea of them, Victoria, not who they are.

Still just trying to be everyone’s 100% girl.

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 16:00:20 -0400

Still just trying to be everyone’s 100% girl.

We’re not the best songwriters, we’re not good...

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 07:51:23 -0400

We’re not the best songwriters, we’re not good singers, we’re not the best looking, we just see the little cracks that need to get filled.

O Tumblr, how much has since transpired from our last embrace!

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 21:34:37 -0400

O Tumblr, how much has since transpired from our last embrace!

It upsets me how easily you upset me. It’s quite...

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 17:22:24 -0400

It upsets me how easily you upset me. It’s quite disgusting, how someone you meet for slightly over an hour can take up days in your head, & I feel so apologetic for anyone I’ve ever done the same to sometimes.

Not sure when I got into the practice of feeling intimidated by...

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 03:14:00 -0400

Not sure when I got into the practice of feeling intimidated by people, but it stops now. Always respect, never fear.

I need to think, I really need to step out of my body &...

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 08:00:05 -0400

I need to think, I really need to step out of my body & think. What do I want? What is it am I doing? I just sit here every day figuring out ways to have it go by, but I know all I need to do is get out & think. But even thinking takes up too much energy, & I don’t know if I have the same willpower anymore.

Confused; I want this & I want that. I want to be funny but...

Mon, 12 Mar 2012 08:00:00 -0400

Confused; I want this & I want that. I want to be funny but I want to be serious. I want to be an adult but I want to be a child. I want to hate but I want to love. I used to want you but now I want him too.

It is quite sad that some girls just can’t seem to be...

Sun, 11 Mar 2012 17:00:05 -0400

It is quite sad that some girls just can’t seem to be happy for each other. Selfish, condescending behavior that I cannot be around.